you are my hardest Hello to say & favorite Hello to remember, dear P & T

Practice & Training

you are my hardest Hello to say

and 

favorite to remember ;-)

How much I practice every day?

How much as I can ;-) 

That means

it depends on  the situations

the program which I'll perform in the upcoming concerts

the travel 

the health

it doesn't depend on  my mood

that's why you are my hardest Hello to say dear P & T

you are also  hardest goodbye

I need you  

I'm afraid without you

I'll lost without you on the stage

the life with you is not easy

however

why

still

holding your thorny body?